Mostly to get me through these days of ambiguity. Mostly to get me passed the fact that it was all once part of my life, and now that I can see fairly clearly, I appreciate it all. However, as I kind of look back into the past, I can’t help but feel the love that once surrounded me. The love that was especially for me. A love that was no holds barred. I look at the times when I used to think of nothing but her, and how I acted, and I know now that it was simply true, passionate, real love. No matter what my age was at the time.

But now, now that she can have fun with her friends, go to work and do her own thing while listening to her life music, there is no time for me…

I don’t like to usually make sense of the fact that I’m practically gone. I don’t like make sense of anything that she does, because my true emotions leak out of my heart and my eyes until I can’t help it. I let the days pass by with a little recognition of my rooted/uprooted love.

I continually listen to reggae music, because it helps me savour the flavour of my love. All the rocksteady, roots, and dubstep just have the right words, ya digg? Anyway, I think I’m just going to stop here. I love her/you. And thanks again, Dear Reader.

By far one of my favourite songs that I’ve come across. I really like it it because it has all my favourite things. God. Sensi. And props. I want to say that I want to go with someone somewhere, and it will be a nice trip to the past in the present. (<— that  has nothing to do with anything, just writing a little rant. 

So I have this confession that I think I might confess. You see, sensi or collie, its all good to me. And that’s what I have been wanting to tell all of you guys. Thank you and enjoy the song. 

This is what I think about it when I first wake up. In the area.